For the sake of eliminating the previous journal coz I don’t know how to hide it here's what’s new.

After I graduated I strived hard to pursue painting and now after series of un expected, anticipated, emotional, courageous, tiring, thrilling, (and more which I cant elaborates) events, I finally got my chance, Its still a plan and the actions towards the materialization of my exhibit depends 99% on me. This leaves hoping while hardly working.

After I graduated, I spend few months thinking of what to do, few weeks planning for what is uncertain, more or less 31 days reviewing for board exam, 3 to 5 days or a week finishing a commissioned work, five to ten hours to finished a painting, an hour to rent a computer and visit every account I have on the internet and a minute of call from a friend and a seconds of reflection to redirect and work for stability I’ve been waiting for. It always depended on me. I passed the board, I applied, I toped the ranking and a few days from now I have to report on the school where I applied, things are still uncertain that is why I’m now hoping while hardly working.